Forgive God. Yes, forgive Him for the false beliefs and concepts, the "sins" you have laid upon Him, the belief that He could be a punishing and judgmental God. For He is pure and holy unconditional Love, as are you, because you are One with Him.
Your concept of God is a projection of how you see yourself. If you judge yourself, as the vast majority do at a severe but unconscious level, this is the lens through which you see the world and see God. The harsher your self judgment, the harsher you see His judgment and punishment. The greater you believe you have sinned, the greater you believe He will punish you for your sins.
Do not be the product of false beliefs formed through "negative" experiences such as abuse or unloving parents. You are not that, although you see yourself as that. You are Love. This is the message Jesus came to remind us of. God wishes only to enter into a Beloved relationship with you, but He cannot force this if you hold Him back, if you push Him away because you falsely believe you are not deserving of His Love or that He will punish you if you get too close to Him.
It is time to drop these false ways of seeing and believing. It is time for you to take your rightful place as a Son or Daughter of God. Only His Love will satisfy you --- nothing of this world can do that. His Love will cleanse you of all false judgments you hold about yourself and carry you to the highest mountain of Love, where you will live in the Kingdom --- not in the future in some other place called Heaven, but right here, right now.
These posts are similar to the over 2100 contained on The Divine Speaks website (www.thedivinespeaks.com) where God gives YOU the one that you need to hear at that time. Lawrence is the author of three books on emotional and spiritual healing, including "Thirteen Steps To Move From Victim Consciousness To God Consciousness: Healing Traumatic Experiences Including Sexual, Physical, Emotional, And Mental Abuse." He is available for fee based spiritual and life counseling. Please contact him at firstname.lastname@example.org