If you want to continue growing in your remembrance of your Oneness with Him, you must be willing to look at everything about yourself. Where are those blocks, those false beliefs? What areas are you trying to "hide" from Him? What do you fear that He will see? You must only be WILLING to look at everything, without exception. Then God can take it from there. But if you are not willing, He cannot bring you closer to Him. Look at your willingness. Where and what do you hold back from Him? What do you resist?