This is the current way of thinking for many. You are draining your savings, your job opportunities look slim, you have other worries, and you are not trusting that God is present and working in your life. You believe that God has abandoned you or you would not be where you are at. When you believe that God has abandoned you, you are creating the circumstances which make that appear to be the case, so it is a self fulfilling prophecy. You will continue to "go downhill" until you know that God is with you always. Full abundance is available to you and is who you already are. When you truly believe that, full abundance will come to you.