What ways do you search for God? Do you like to travel to far away places? Do you like to have peak experiences like climbing mountains? Do you look for Him in others and have relationship after relationship. Do you look for Him in food or in a bottle? Are you obsessive about exercising? The world has come up with some pretty interesting and some pretty destructive ways to search for God, to search for what only He can give you, and to drown the sorrow of not having Him. But you do have Him. He is inside of you. You never need look outside of your Self. There is nothing "good" or "bad" with anything of this world --- we can enjoy all of it. The question becomes whether it becomes your God --- is it put in front of Him or used as a defense to keep you away from Him. Don't turn your face from Him any longer.